September is a super busy month for me and I don't know if I like this "busyness".
I am like chasing after so many things, and its compelling me towards my goals.
Grabe, my plate is so full that I tend to put things off until the last minute. Meaning..I am working under pressure and on a tight deadline. I am very very busy but I realized I AM TOO BLESSED TO BE STRESSED.
I am getting married, I am always flying, I am working, I am schooling, I am having a blast.
Most of all, I am happy.
Oops, it's about time to look for my wedding gown.
Can you all help me? If you find a good one, email it to me or give me the link.
:-)
Monday, September 15, 2008
Too blessed to be stressed.
Monday, February 4, 2008
Music is like a whisper...
Music is like a simple whisper to us. They seem to know our dim secrets that somehow startle as to wonder who we are, what we've been through, what we are feeling right now.
While I was having lunch at KFC near Redemtorist Church today, i didn't know that they have WROCK (96.3) as their background music bath to their customers.
... A song seems to echo something in my heart. I don't know why. But its like whispering me something. haha Oh Music seems to wash away dust from my soul.
I felt teary eyed all of a sudden when I heard this song. "Is it over" I dunno. Is it true that where words fail, music speaks? hmmm..
I guess its simply because we have our own piece of sorrows, love, delights and Music is the only means whereby we feel these emotions in their universality.
And I think , only because Valentines Day is fast approaching and I am beginning to feel sentimental. har har har
Spend sometime to roam around Music stores in Cebu and grab yourself some love songs cd.
Odyssey Stores (SM and Ayala) - 231-5443 or AstroVision - 234-4535 /4279
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Lover's quarrel witness
This car witnessed it all.
The deafening silence when we are having our silent war. The screaming, the cries, the blames, the tantrums all those of a lover's quarrel.
Toyota Coralla was there. Hearing all my sobs and my madness. I then feel the love sick turtle doves teasing. Lover's quarrel in progress....looms to create a tide in a relationship. Haay. Paet.
I am shattering like a glass now. If the car can just talk, he would probably tell me " Cmon, stop crying. It takes two to quarrel, but only one to end it"
I would snapped back "You are mean! Know, that a woman knows the face of the man she loves like a sailor knows the open sea."
Oh love, my world is you. The quarrels that we have are simply the renewal of our love.
But really, love is alike a rose. It looks beautiful on the outside...but there is always pain hidden somewhere.”
Monday, January 21, 2008
Hello and Good bye.
Mactan International Airport is a place that I never really thought I'd spend as much time as I do. Yes, because I travel most of the time. But there are some reasons why I hate it. It all comes down to "hello" and "good bye"
I've watched people say good bye, cling to each other, crying, holding each other. This is always the scene in the airport and this scene stays forefront in my mind throughout the day.
Today, I've seen myself crying, clinging, holding Lynette - extending my arms until the tips of our fingers are finally pulled apart. And this was inside Mactan International Airport.
Good byes are never easy. I hate it. And even while writing this, it set my heart pounding. I shared a life with her in Cebu and I know it will be very difficult not seeing her here. I will miss our afternoon badminton play, our loose talks on matters of the heart, our craziness and funkiness, our dates, our mall strolling, everything, everything in her.
It's true that I can still find lots of new friends here but finding TRUE one is really so hard.
Lynette :-)
I wish you well in the US. I will truly miss you,
Things wouldn't be the same without you here.
Let's meet soon, here...in the Queen City of South. OUR BELOVED CEBU.
What's in Florida that two of my bestfriends are there already? I miss Lottie, also.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Gee, HIMANTAYON
I came across with this blog, HIMANTAYON.COM and I vow that from this day forward I am going to lurk on this blog.
I could really say how talented and innovative the owner of this blog. I love the concept. Nalingaw ko. Sige jud kog agik-ik og katawa.
These kind of people surely makes the world fling into a kaleidoscope of new possibilities. At times in our life, we do feel that that we are hopeless and empty and we have no appropriate sword other than LAUGHTER.
And I am the kind who loves merriment and amusement and because of that sometimes I do invent laughter. Yeah. Mora kog buang.
To Himantayon,
I laugh with you and I love your enthusiasm towards life. Thank you for giving us a zeal of laughter in most situation, you are gifted.
Keep up a hahahahappy site!
cebuposh
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Cebu, my Solitude
This is Metro Cebu. This is the view from where I am working.
Oftentimes you see me here screaming at the balcony of the 20th floor especially when I am fucked up.
So pardon me.
But this is the kind of scenery that sort of renews my spring. I usually feel good. just simply staring the whole Cebu. It makes me embrace solitude.
I keep my solitude because the more solitary I am the more affection I have for others
Cebu, my solitude.